Agenda Suicide

A Bitter End
Wednesday, Sept. 06, 2006 - 10:37 PM
I'm not sure what to write here. I hardly ever check this blog anymore and updating it comes pretty much quarterly.

I kind of thing I "abandoned" this blog because of all the shit I went through during the years I was writing here. Pace, animal hospitals, former friendships and a couple of jackasses that I really just don't want to think about anymore.

It's sad when I look back and see how lost I was, but at the same time, I'm happy that I've become the person I am now.

I'm 24 now and looking back at all the crap I pulled when I was 18 at Pace, 19 at WCSU, 20 - out of school and working, 21 - unemployed and 22, still unemployed but at least going back to school, I realize that a lot of that stuff doesn't happen to just anyone. I'm not saying I'm special, I'm just saying that I really understand now that everyone's story is unique and regardless of the fact that I had my fair share of downs, I've got plenty of stories to fondly look back on, even if I don't tell anyone about them.

That's something to remember.

I guess this diaryland blog is pretty much done. If anyone still reads this, you can find me at:
MySpace
or
LiveJournal

Or, you can drop me a line at SoloShotFirst82@star-wars.net

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